How Much is Enough?

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We had company over recently. As I was heading out the back of the house with one of our guests, the guest turned to go through Sun’s room to get to the back door. Sun was napping, and so I whispered to my guest not to go that way but for us to use the back door in my bedroom. “Oh,” she said, “I didn’t know you had two back doors. You know, with interest rates being so low right now, it’s the perfect time to buy a bigger house and rent out this little one.” I responded, with no thought, “We don’t want a bigger house.” And the topic was dropped.

Our house is 1,350 square feet. It has two bedrooms, two baths, a big kitchen, a den and a large room used as a study/tv room/playroom. And we have a 200 SF screened-in back porch.

I constantly feel pressure from different places about getting a bigger house. This comment by my guest could have just as easily come from many others in our lives. Harmless, well-intentioned, even. But it bugs me. I feel I am judged by the size of my home, the newness of my car (it’s 11 years old).

But the thing is, the bigger the house, the more STUFF we’ll acquire. And trust me, we don’t need more stuff. We need less! And the 11 year old car? I hate spending money on a car. A total waste in my opinion. I will drive this car until it dies. Like I did my last car.

How come these people that would have me in a bigger house don’t ask about the size of Sun’s 529 Plan? or how much am I contributing to my 401(k)? Because the funny thing is, it’s totally okay to talk about the size of one’s home but not the size of one’s savings.

And it isn’t just money and STUFF that keeps me in my small home. It’s also that carbon footprint we are leaving on Earth. The less, the better. And a bigger home that takes more energy to heat and cool, the more stuff we need to fill the rooms, for what? So we can have a guest bedroom? So that we can have back doors that don’t go through bedrooms?

I know my reasons for the size of my assets. But my questions are, why does it bother me when I am presented with the question posed by my guest? Why do I feel I need to defend my position? Why do I end up feeling like the child I was that wanted to “save the dolphins” by joining Greenpeace and not being understood in the least by those closest to me?

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